I have been doing a lot of thinking about the response that I should make to terrorism. I don't really mean this written statement; this is but an extension of my inward struggle. I'm referring to how to deal with the conflict in my heart over how I personally deal with the fear of it, the anger it produces with in me, the frustration with the seemingly impossible task of removing it. In truth while a government may respond to an act of terror, may prevent some acts of terror, to prevent it entirely is not possible.

And as I though of this, I was reminded that I am not the first who has contemplated these things. I am not the first to have stuggled with these problems. And I was reminded of the words of Solomon:

1: To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:

2: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;

3: A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;

4: A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;

5: A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;

6: A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;

7: A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

8: A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

9: What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he laboureth?

10: I have seen the travail, which God hath given to the sons of men to be exercised in it.

11: He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.

12: I know that there is no good in them, but for a man to rejoice, and to do good in his life.

13: And also that every man should eat and drink, and enjoy the good of all his labour, it is the gift of God.

14: I know that, whatsoever God doeth, it shall be for ever: nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and God doeth it, that men should fear before him.

15: That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past.

16: And moreover I saw under the sun the place of judgment, that wickedness was there; and the place of righteousness, that iniquity was there.

17: I said in mine heart, God shall judge the righteous and the wicked: for there is a time there for every purpose and for every work.

18: I said in mine heart concerning the estate of the sons of men, that God might manifest them, and that they might see that they themselves are beasts.

19: For that which befalleth the sons of men befalleth beasts; even one thing befalleth them: as the one dieth, so dieth the other; yea, they have all one breath; so that a man hath no preeminence above a beast: for all is vanity.

20: All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.

21: Who knoweth the spirit of man that goeth upward, and the spirit of the beast that goeth downward to the earth?

22: Wherefore I perceive that there is nothing better, than that a man should rejoice in his own works; for that is his portion: for who shall bring him to see what shall be after him?

I do not consider myself to be a fatalist, however others might. I don't see myself as being in the hands of random chance but rather in the hands of God. And although I cannot always see, or could I always even understand, I do believe that there is a purpose in all that occurs.

Rom:8:28: And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

I will not change a thing in the way I live or respond to the world around me. I will not alter the way I live my life, because If I allow them to change my purpose, my focus, my way of dealing with the world then I have let them win. I will not buy duct tape and plastic sheeting that would have only a temporary benefit at best. I will not live in fear, if this is the day that I will die then so be it. And if not then what do I need to accomplish today